GOOD OLD REVISITS.

(what I wrote such a long time ago)


"Life's a Bitch?" Is it? At times. But I have realized I have no power so great that I can control every aspect of my life. So, when I spill coffee on my white shirt, when I say "masculinism" instead of "masculinity" while talking to my Hum Core Professor, when I get lost, when I park like a savage and can't open my door, when I laugh in serious situations, when I say the wrong things at wrong times...I laugh at life. What else can we do? Bitching does nothing. I believe it creates this horrible aura of negativity and it's hard to get out of that "slump" zone. You know the zone when you think everything is going wrong and that life is hopeless yada yada yada. So, smile. Life's beautiful. We're still alive. Spread love. And everyday is a new day.


Laugh like no other because tomorrow might not be so great.


I absolutely LOVE this quote:
"Worrying is like sitting in a rocking chair. It gives you something to do but it gets you nowhere"
--Anonymous

Love and Peace

RAPHAEL SAADIQ.

Girl I tried to run but couldn't get too far
My heart is pumping
But still I'm running in place
No matter how hard I try to ditch your touch
When you're away too long oh girl is too much
But every time I run I make it
Oh so fast
Girl I'm runnin scared
My heart is beating so fast
I heard that you can make a man
Change his plan
That's why I'm running fast
I'm running the hundred yard dash

I ran for the hills and girl there you were
How you appeared you see I'll never know
I told the bartender to pour me a double fast
And light me a smoke so I can sing some jazz
Now here come them legs, here come those eyes
And neither one I could never deny
I'm trying to be smooth as I can
But I'll guess I need another plan
I need your lovin' baby oh so bad
Girl I'm runnin scared
My heart is beating so fast
I heard that you can make a man
Change his plan
That's why I'm running fast
I'm running the hundred yard dash

Your love gets stronger
And it feels like every day is getting longer
I feel your love like a monkey on my back
Girl your heart is so big
See I can feel the attack
Whoa oh
I need your loving
I want your loving
I got to have your loving
I need ya
Got to
Got to...

IN NEED.

Man cannot remake himself without suffering,
for he is both the marble and the sculptor.


~Dr. Alexis Carrel

GYPSY SPIRIT.

POETIC PSYCHOBABBLE.

Today, things are upside-down
buckets upturned,
ships sailing and coasts empty
thriving on the extremes
let me drown in my thoughts
it comforts me so.

Today, your eyes looked weary
some other bullshit too
bad patch of tomatoes
and bad weather too!
fortunetellers were lying
but wait, am I my fortuneteller too?

learning to breathe,
is a new theory too.
just smile so bright
with your eyes so
because the clock
doesn't stop ticking
not even for you
but you can start
walking down maybe that way
nirvana is just
two steps down the road.

LYRICAL MELODIES STRINGING HEARTS.

I could feel it go down
Bittersweet I could taste in my mouth
Silver lining in the clouds
Oh and I
I wish that I could work it out

ROY LICHTENSTEIN.

NEVER THOUGHT

thinking here and there
about this--over and over and over again
trying to navigate endlessly
through a road with a dead end
drowning in thoughts
emotional toll
mental exhaustion overboard
HELP!
but I can do it on my own.

LOVE IS BAFFLING.

!!

Why'd you have to be so cute
It's impossible to ignore you
Must you make me laugh so much
It's bad enough we get along so well
Say goodnight and go

WHILE TALKING TO A FRIEND..

better to obsessively and incessantly dwell over life or let life pass without stopping to think?

EROTOMANIA?

Main Entry:

ero·to·ma·nia

Pronunciation:

\i-ˌrō-tə-ˈmā-nē-ə, -ˌrä-\

Function:

noun

Etymology:

New Latin

Date:

1877

1 : a psychological disorder marked by the delusional belief that one is the object of another person's love or sexual desire

OH MY FUCKING GOD.

HOW TO CALM BUTTERFLIES FLUTTERING.

When in need--resort to Woody Allen's genius.

"Even
as a kid I
always went for the
wrong women, when we went
to see Snow White,everyone fell in
love with Snow White,
I immediately fell
for the wicked
queen."

MONET.

BOX OF TREASURES

i feel pity for those who cannot feel emotions
you are trapping your soul in a box
and letting it drown in depths
of oblivious bullshit

OH MY GOODNESS!

ESCAPE!

BUMP DE BUMP

emotional roller coaster rides
sanity is on the other doorstep
when that someone befriended me long ago
i say "hi, how do you do?"

MAYBE

i know what i want tomorrow, i do not know what I want today.

OH BUT...

we were falling in love
at the coffee shop...

GOODNIGHT AND GO -- IMOGEN HEAP

Skipping beats, flashing jeeps
I am struggling
Daydreaming, been sitting, the corner cafe
And I'm left in bits, recovered tectonic, trembling
You get me everytime

Why'd you have to be so cute
It's impossible to ignore you
Must you make me laugh so much
It's bad enough we get along so well
Say goodnight and go

Follow you home
You've got your headphones on
And your dancing
Got lucky, beautiful shot
You're taking everything off

Watch the curtains, wide open
And you fall in the same routine
Flicking through the TV
Relaxed and reclining
And you think you're alone

Oh why'd you have to be so cute
It's impossible to ignore you
Must you make me laugh so much
It's bad enough we get along so well
Say goodnight and go

One of these days
You'll miss your train, and come stay with me
It's always say goodnight and go
We'll have drinks and talk about things
And any excuse to stay awake with you
You'd sleep here, I'd sleep there
But then the heating may be down again
At my convenience
We'd be good, we'd be great together
Go

Why'd you have to be so cute
It's impossible to ignore you
Must you make me laugh so much
It's bad enough we get along so well
Say goodnight and go

Why is it always, always

Goodnight and Go

Goodnight and Go!

FABIAN PEREZ.

MYSTERIES KEEP LIFE INTERESTING AND WORTH LIVING.

YES!

"true love is friendship
set on fire"

PRETTY!

ANOTHER WOODY ALLEN GENIUS.

"Natasha, to love is to suffer. To avoid suffering, one must not love. But, then one suffers from not loving. Therefore, to love is to suffer, not to love is to suffer, to suffer is to suffer. To be happy is to love, to be happy, then, is to suffer, but suffering makes one unhappy, therefore, to be unhappy one must love, or love to suffer, or suffer from too much happiness, I hope you're getting this down"

(From Love and Death)

ZION TRAIN IS COMING OUR WAY.

SOMETIMES

better to wonder about the unknown
than delve into ripples of confusion
better to befriend strangers on the road
than love someone besides
better to dance amidst life itself
than sing to those deaf to hear of change
better to listen to those who speak truth
than speak to those laughing at realities

but is it better to learn to love, than love to learn ?

HEARTS AND MINDS AND WINDOWS AND SOULS.

I don't understand why the topic of love
is so interesting yet so baffling.

BABY-BURGER!

MY DEFINITION OF TRUE LOVE.